Another day of two hours of productive work on Sky! Yay!
I know I’ve written recently about changes I’ve been making — using Freedom, turning off the phone ringers and muting the answering machine, getting to bed on time, keeping stuff picked up and put away — and on the surface perhaps it does seem like those changes in my habits have made the difference.
But truth be told, I really don’t think it’s me and all my plans, but God just enabling me to do it. Slowly but surely He’s been bringing me around to maybe half believing the truth that if I just let Him do it, He will. That I really don’t have to make all these plans and spend my time fretting and figuring and fussing about the future.
One of my favorite verses, one I’ve “claimed” for years is Pro 3:5,6
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.”
I thought I understood it, but I’m realizing now that I didn’t really. I would trust Him with a problem, but at the same time, I would often be thinking of how things might turn out, and what I might do to head them off or encourage them… But recently it occurred to me that if I’m supposed to be trusting the Lord with ALL my “system of thinking” as Col. Thieme defined “heart” and NOT relying on my own understanding (which is another way of saying MY thoughts) then what am I doing trying to figure everything out, trying to imagine every possible exigency and what I can to do handle it? Well, clearly I’m not trusting Him.
I never saw so clearly in this verse that it’s actually telling me to “Stop It!” when it comes to all my figuring and planning.
So I decided to Stop It. Once I got really clear on the fact that I really wasn’t supposed to do it (because after all, we want to be sensible and responsible and not run off half-cocked like a fool, right?), I just gave it over to Him and boy has He come through. It’s been very cool.
Karen, I’m so glad I clicked this post today … something I have been needing to hear. Thanks so much for your honest thoughts.
Glad you found it helpful, Ashlee!